are amazing. I am so glad I have them.

I had a long talk with Jason yesterday and he helped me figure out some of what's going on with me. I'm really glad I have him. Even if we can't be together, he's still being an amazing friend.

So is my good friend Erika, who I love to death.

Even though I don't feel better, I feel a little relieved that he doesn't think I'm crazy. I have been feeling like that so much lately. It's not like me to take naps everyday and cry my eyes out just because I can't get a bag open. I feel crazy. My mom is supposed to be calling the psychologist today. I hope they get me in soon. I can't take all this a whole lot longer.

I really don't want to work today....but I guess I'm just going to have to bite the bullet and get over it.